Saturday, February 28, 2009

broken dreams and crushed heart.

fall. 
 fall.
  fall. 

your so brave and confident until someone tears you down. 
we were a skyscraper,  we stood above them all. 
we had hopes higher then the clouds.  
then something happened.  
we were hit! 
we were taken down. 
  down 
 down
down

now we are on the ground, 
we can't even get back on our knees. 
for everytime we try to move. 
we just break down again. 
and again and again. 

all i'm looking for is someone to be supportive 
and for someone who cares. 

but no one cares 
and i don't know where the fuck you are. 
you fucking loser. 
i've got no one to talk to.  

oh yeah and you. 
i'm sorry. 
i was just trying to replace the other you. 
sorry for freaking out. 
sorry. 

ps i'm (not) okay. 

Sunday, February 1, 2009

they call you dizzy because thats how you left me.

my head has been spinning since the day that you first 
said hi to me.  
you made me think outside of the lines. 
you made sing. 
i wasn't afraid to dance. 
i never really understood, 
"you had me at hello." until now. 
only i was naive, i missed it. 

where are you? 
where are you?
where are you?

you haven't been online in like month 
and i'm started to get worried. 
if you never speak to me again 
i'm not sure i'll ever be the same. 

call me melodramatic. 

orange balloons - tj petracca 
thats it,  
it practically describes everything.  
fuck come back soon.