your a stupid stupid boy.

you are a tease. 

a stupid stupid tease. 

i hate you. 

and i hate how much you like my hair. 

or when you laugh at my jokes. 

i hate when you smile at me.  

i hate that you made me nervous and say stupid things. 

i hate that you hug me.  

i hate that we like the same music. 

i hate the way your eyes make be wonder. 

this is very 10 thing i hate about you ish. 

but things won't work out for me. 

because life isn't a movie. 

this is top secret.

if you've happened upon this 

you must not know me. 

and lets keep it that way. 

fiction is fearless  

but sadly this is not fiction 

i am non fiction 

though sometimes i like to dream of a fiction world

or say fiction things 

i am real. 

i am not fearless 

i am very afraid.